weird....

i've been sitting around just thinking about how crappy i've got it now. i stumbled across something that made me cry. direct quote off karl.

"Ex-Lovers can never be friends. If they do so, it's either they still love each other or they never really loved each other at all."

i remember when i used to hide the fact that i cried. i thought i was comfy with my gf but i really wasnt...i hid the fact that i cried because she told me that its unattractive. basically pathetic. and so, i hid the fact that i cry. i guess it doesnt matter anymore cuz shes gone and the next guy that has her is the luckiest on earth. im done with relationships. no lie. i just hope she doesnt go around talking to a bunch of jerks. i want her to be with someone that will love her as much as i do. someone that will put everything aside just for her. i guess i was never good enough but i always knew that. she settled for me. that made me happy enough.

i feel so stupid. i already keep thinking if shes actually leaving me for someone else. its none of my business but idk. i hope she thinks everything through and comes back to me. i really dont want any other guy to have her.

PANG!

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